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[Jul. 16th, 2006|01:12 am] |
I had totally forgotten about this blog since I got my new PC. Hmmm. Anyways lets get back to my ranting ways.
I found out today that my grandpa is getting remarried. Really really don't know how I feel about this. I mean, my grandma just passes away like 19 months ago. I thought the mourning period is supposed to be 18 months, and he is already engaged? I feel bad though, because I know he loved my grandma (they had like the perfect, loving marriage IMO) and I want him to be happy, but still. I don't want to see him with someone else, being the perfect husband to THEM. You know? I know its selfish, but thats how I feel.
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
I is moving out in 2 months! woot! (**happy dance!**)
It seems so strange to say, though, it doesn't seem real. Like it doesn't seem real that I have graduated HS. I can't even type it without thinking, "wait, no, when did THAT happen?" you know? But now its summer, Hawaii is done and gone, and now its just work, for the rest of the summer. woohoo.. I am not working 40/ a week anymore, but still alot. But now my friends are working more, so they never want to do anything! It pisses me off because last summer I slept none so that we could still hang out, but now that they would have to go with no sleep to hang out they don't want to do it. And its our last summer. However, I am looking at a prospective (pretty) way to rectify the "bored" situation. Updates to come! |
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[May. 4th, 2006|06:21 pm] |
ugh. I left the golf course today nearly in tears. I can't play the damn sport. And in trying to I have torn my hands all up. I was so frustrated, I just kept hitting ball after ball after ball, and now my hands are bleeding. Which is bad, because it mean they will heard like hell when I play tomorrow. I'm so worried about State. Today is Thursday, and state is on MONDAY. I am so screwed. I know it only matters if I play good for my ego, but still. Its my last competitive tourny EVER and I'm going to shoot so fucking high!
My room is a mess, and I think its adding to my stress level. Because I try to clean it, but I just have so much clutter I don't know what to do with. I mean, I can pick up the floor, but most of the stuff I don't know what to do with.... So frustrating!!!!
GRADUATION IS THREE WEEKS FROM TODAY! >>freaking out here<< |
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[Apr. 30th, 2006|11:33 am] |
ugh. I am going to seriously suck it up at State. I can't believe its in a WEEK!!! And I can't hit a ball to save my life. aaahh!
I am so mad at my DVD player. I may throw it out the window. It fucked up my DVD with all three Reiko SVU's, her appearance on L&O, The West Wing, and all sorts of other shit. I hate it so much, especially since I'm moving out in 3 months so even though these things will come on TV again, I won't be HOME to record them!
I have to go to work all freaking day again. My mom was so aggravating this past Friday. She wouldn't get off her ass to come with me to sign this form that I needed. Why? Oh, because she ws worn out because she had worked for 4 days that week... Yeah... Like that bs is supposed to make me feel sorry for her. I mean she works like 5 hours a day when she works! I go to school EVERY DAY, I go to work before school a few times a week, and I work every weekend. And I have homework, and I organize all sorts of other shit for extracurriculars. I mean, I won't go say my mom does nothing, she also raises 3 kids, which is no small feat (although I will say I don't require much!) but still!
Well I best be off. I am gonna go fake bake myself, probably get some skin cancer so I hopefully won't have a golf tan for prom, then I'm off to work all afternoon. Then I get to come home and study for stupid APs. |
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Author's note: Okay, okay, its been an eternity since I last posted anything to this story, but better late than never, right? Okay, with the current state of affairs on 24, there is no way I could write anything but the absolute fluffiest chapter of TM ever. I hope you enjoy, and please tell me what you think!
( The Untold Stories of Tony and Michelle, Chapter Six ) |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
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grr. grr!
I am in such a pissy mood right now! Stupid friends.... STUPID! I just... None of this is my FUCKING fault. Well the parts that are I have apologized for. So I find out two nights ago when I am out of town for Regionals that Nicole is apparently mad at me for not making it clear to Sam that I didn't like him. She tells me this Tuesday night, when I finally come to this conclusion on like Sunday. So its been two days, I've been out of FUCKING town, and she is mad at me because I haven't called Sam up to tell him I don't like him. And while I am out of town she yells at me for like an hour about it. I haven't even FUCKING talked to the boy! (sry I cus so much, I am pissed). Then Teresa gets on the phone and tells me she won't hang out with me until I talk to him. Seriously, I have been so stressed out the past two weeks that I have felt like I was going to implode and here are two of my best friends giving me all of this shit about a stupid boy. That I HAVE told multiple times I don't really have time for anything serious and have never hinted that I felt the same for as he does for me. I have so much shit going on I do not need this damn drama. Which, if I can add, Teresa fucking started by giving him my number without even asking. So Wednesday was Nicole's bday, and it was also the second day of Regionals. And I didn't call Nicole the entire day. Mostly because I wasn't home, partly because I didn't think of it. Apparently the three of them all stayed over at Nicole's and they apparently called me and I didn't pick up. ( I was asleep, I had to go in for a test) So Nicole is really pissed because I didn't talk to her the entire day. Which I totally understand and feel really bad about, so I wrote her a little card and dropped it at her house. Then Teresa calls me tonite and totally flames me, both for the bday thing and the Sam thing. Which totally pisses me off. Mostly because neither of them have any right AT ALL to be angry with me about Sam. NONE AT ALL. Even if he is Teresa's friend. They don't EVER stop to think what I am feeling, they apparently feel bad for him. I AM NOT FUCKING LEADING THE KID ON! The reason I don't like him isn't because his over forwardness when we went out, but if it was that alone should have been plenty of excuse for me to ignore him. But that isn't even the case. And no matter what the case, my friends shouldn't be angry at me about this. If they are to make an opinion, they should at least take my side, or at least HEAR my side. I mean they are only my best friends. Maybe I should just stop holding everything in and actually tell them what I feel about how they always treat me like shit. And I would if I didn't feel so fucking bad about Nicole's bday. And it definitely helps that I am stressed about like a zillion other things as well. Not that my friends fucking care that they are sending me straight back to feeling shit about myself and depressed where all I want to do is through stuff at the walls. And the best part is its all over a stupid boy who I only went out with because they wanted me to.
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[Apr. 22nd, 2006|11:34 pm] |
I'm sleepy. So sleepy in fact, that I can't sleep. I've been awake much too long. Actually I haven't been awake that long, I just slept for less than two hours last night. Actually it was this morning I slept. And Nicole and Cody think I am being rude for not wanting to hang out with them tonight. I was there until nearly midnight, I think that is late enough! Its not my fault that they were able to sleep until 5 in the evening, not all of us had that luxury. Relay was last night, and it was pretty fun, although uneventful. Played some volleyball, and found out I am truly awful at frisbee! haha, no actually I am not that bad, just sometimes I throw it a bit far! Sam looked completely and utterly bored last night. It seems like he is like that whenever he is with my friends though. We are all having a good time and he looks like he would rather be anywhere else. Which he claims isn't the case, but I dunno. Its really just not attractive. I think I need to figure out a nice way to tell him I am not interested in him. He is really nice, but kind of boring. At first I thought it was funny, how he talked about food and his favorite color and how he was obsessed with finding out my favorite color, and how he explained every second of his day to me in minute detail. But he really doesn't seem to talk about anything else, and I no longer find it cute. Nor do I find it cute that he taps me on the shoulder to get my attention like we are in the second grade. ugh, I feel so very shallow and mean, but I dunno, I can't help it if I'm just not attracted to him! But no one can really say I've led him on because I really haven't given him any indication that I'm into him, at all, sooo.
So last nite at Relay, I had a little argument with Cody and Nicole. Because neither of them raised a cent for the event. Its not that I wanted them to go out all over asking for donations, because I didn't even do that. But they could have just asked their parents, who I am 100 percent positive would have donated, or they could put in some of their own money. Because although neither of them work they have tons of money because their parents pretty much just hand it to them. But it just pisses me off that neither of them ever feel compelled to do anything that doesn't directly benefit them. This is a cause that is really important to me, and I put a lot of time into it, and they can't even raise $100.
Speaking of Relay, it was absolutely amazing. There were so many people there, and we raised SO much money! I am so proud to be a part of it. It was really sad, because this Relay was in honor of Shelly who was a friend of my cousin's, she was only 20 when she passed away last fall. Last year she was really involved in Relay, even though she was going through the worst part of her treatment, she raised more money than anyone. It's always uplifting to see all the people walking the track who have survived cancer, but its awful remembering the people who were there last year, but aren't anymore. I have gone to four relays. The first Relay, I watched Fed, four years old at the time, walk the survivors lap, and by the next year, he had passed away. Last year, I had just lost my grandmother to cancer, she never even got to walk, she passed away only 4 months after being diagnosed. And then this year, Shelly was gone too. Its just amazing what devastation this disease can bring to the most amazing people. I like to think that I am helping to make a difference, and I don't understand people that can just sit by without trying to help in some way. Not for what they can get out of it, but just for the sake of helping someone else. This year, it was especially cool because they had this banner and a petition out there for everyone to sign. And later this year, there is going to be a rally in DC where all the banners, from Relay's all over the US are brought and marched to advocate for more research money, and the petitions we signed will be there as well. I just find it so amazing to be involved in something that can actually make a difference. I mean, our total donations, just from our one event, is over $40,000!! It just gives you hope that one day all that money will mean something, that there will actually be a cure, that people won't have to go through that battle or face the loss of someone close to you to something completely out of your control.
While I am on the "cause" tangent... Next week at UT they are having a huge rally called "Invisible Children" where everyone walks together from the UT tower to the capitol building, and then sleeps in their sleeping bags together. Its symbolic of what the children in Uganga must do every night to avoid being kidnapped and forced into war. I really want to go, but I can't find anyone who will do it with me. I can't wait until college where all of my friends will be more involved, because I think its so exciting to be involved in a cause. And that is something you can do in college. Which, by the way, I graduate in 1 month, 2 days. aack!
I have more to say, but I also need sleep, I have another FULL day tomorrow. **rolls eyes** My mom said she is going to lock me at home and force me to sleep, but there is nothing that I am doing that I can really skip. Oh well, I got my hours lowered for this summer (joy~!) so I can sleep then... right?
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[Apr. 16th, 2006|09:09 am] |
I have so much... just stuff. That's why its so hard to keep my room clean, is I am the biggest pack rat ever. I never throw anything away. Cody's room, for example is always in perfect order. But she doesn't seem to accumulate random things like I do. I dunno why. But some stuff, I just don't know where to put it or what to do with it. And then it just becomes very clutter-y. hmm....
So, Happy Easter! I went to the sunrise service this morning, and it was very nice. And I had pancakes for breakfast. yummm... and a cookie! Because Easter means that lent is over! Which means I can go get fat again.
aww, Jenee just traipsed through as the "Easter Bunny" with little ears on. It was very cute. I got a basket with some candy. Did I already say fat? yeah....
Well I should probably continue cleaning my room then. I have to go make up a test tomorrow morning. Not very much fun there. I may skip after, but probably not. Teresa, Nicole, and Cody are all skipping school tomorrow, but I don't think my mom is going to let me. I may just skip 4th on my own accord though, because if I stay, I will just sleep through the period anyway.
I have much to do today, between studying, Relay stuff, NHS stuff and just easter family stuff. The year is coming to a close. Where did it go, exactly? |
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[Apr. 12th, 2006|08:51 pm] |
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So, I studied for 45 minutes. Well, not actually studied, but copied down bits fromt the book that I hope will help me on the test tomorrow. Its all fruitless anyways. I know I shall get the test, look at it, and have no idea how to begin! I am looking forward to it, can't you tell???? Well, its like 8:50 now, I could either go try to actually study or curl up in bed and watch TV and try to get rid of this headache. I wonder which idea I will go with! :) |
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[Apr. 12th, 2006|04:30 pm] |
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I have a Physics test tomorrow. I am crossing my fingers for a monster curve, because otherwise I am just screwed! I didn't do any of the homeworks, and as much as I tell myself that I will study, I know I am lying to myself. heh. Well, its 4:30 right now, I can study until 5. Maybe if I do it in spurts I will actually get something accomplished. I have a 2:00 flight tomorrow, so I am missing my Stats test. :) I hate to fly, so the next two days are going to be mondo-enjoyable, let me tell you what! I kind of hope I don't like Case. Just because its $10,000 more a year for me to go there than Tulane. So hopefully it will totally rub me the wrong way. Because if I fall in the love with the university, I will have to decide between a school that will save me $40,000 (which I will need for med school) or the one I love. What a decision. I like Tulane alright, so if I don't like Case, I shall be content. I just kept thinking I would have more options. Not like going practically full ride to Tulane is a small accomplishment. But still. Okay, I have really got to study. When I procrastinate more later, I shall probably post more. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|09:35 pm] |
uuuuughh... I feel so shitty, oh so shitty! I really wish I could breathe. And this had better go away before Thursday. Seriously. It seems like I was JUST sick too. bleah... And someone needs to tell Sam that I do not like to be social when I am sick. Seriously he calls me all the time, and I feel as though I am leading him on, but the thing is I have not given him any real indication I feel the same to him as he does to me. I don't really seek him out ever, I don't really return his calls, and I pushed him away when he tried to kiss me. How many more signals does the poor boy need to realize I need a wee bit of time? I am so stressed out at the moment, I don't really want to deal with boy drama right now. And everyday after school, he wants to do something.. Get yourself some extracurriculars! Or I can unload some of mine on you. Nothing freaks me out more than a guy being there all the time, that is when I start to sabotage things. I am trying not to let it freak me out now, but its not working, its making me more stressed. I know he is about to ask me to prom, and I'm not sure if I want to go with him. I could always tell him later we are going as friends, I suppose, when I figure some things out. Its just he seems to want to move things very fast and that is not okay with me at all.
So this morning my mom tells me she and my dad have "discussed" things, and will let me bring Teresa. **insert me looking confused** I chose not to question it, because my mom, stubborn as she is, will never admit in the heat of things defeat, but after she has had some time to think, she occassionally realizes how stubborn she had been. So I'm glad it shall all be okay.
Had to stay at school until 7 today. Stupid practice AP test. I think I did all right, suprisingly enough. But the fact that I think I did well pretty much guarantees that I didn't. :) I guess I shall find out soon enough. I am a bit angry, because Senior Skip Day is thursday. And I have to go to second period because I have a test that I will be screwed if I miss. Then I am leaving for Cleveland. And when its an excused leave, it takes all the fun out of Senior Skip Day. Oh well. There are worse things that could happen. :)
Stupid medicine makes me feel dizzy. Wish it would stop. Very tired. Its finally been two hours since I took my medicine so I can eat now. ta! |
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[Apr. 10th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
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Parents. grrr... Why must they be so aggravating, and so damn CHILDLIKE?!? Why can't they... now what's that saying "do as they teach"? They act as though its this big travesty that I get worked up trying to defend my best friend from their attacks. They don't seem to understand that I am not upset about not being allowed to bring Teresa to Hawaii, I am upset that they have had this secret dislike of one of my best friends for months due to an apparently misinterpreted, and definitely overexaggerated slight they seem to feel she alone gave them last year when we went to the coast. Because last year, for my birthday, they decide to bring me and my three best friends to the coast. And of course, we hung out more with the four of us than with the family, because, well, its more fun to be with friends. And I thought that is why I was allowed to invite friends, so I could be with my friends... And apparently my mom has decided Teresa didn't want to spend time with her or the rest of the family, and we all just followed her doing whatever Teresa did. Which is in no way, shape, or form true in the least bit. Honestly, we spend so much time together that we are practically a "group mind" and if anyone makes decisions about what we are to do its Nicole or Cody, with Resa and I tagging along. But my mom refuses to change this opinion of her, and when I say she is making this slight up all in her head, I am suddenly "personally attacking" her. Which she apparently wasn't making personal attacks against my friend. Or its okay that she personally attacks my friend. I am not sure which way her brain is seeing things... But either way she is telling me I have to uninvite her. Which is complete bullshit. I know Teresa won't make a big deal about it, but I will feel shitty about the whole thing. Because its rude. That's another thing, I don't know where I learned my manners from, because my parents obviously don't see the problem in uninviting someone. They apparently think its my fault for inviting Resa without checking with them first. But they don't listen to me when I tell them that I never imagined it would be a problem to invite who I wanted to invite. And I still stand by that. And being closeminded and obstinate as they famously are my parents refused to listen. Just ONCE I wish they would go into an argument with an open mind. But that is something they are not capable of. They have never been persuaded to change their stance on anything EVER. And its ridiculous that that is the case. Obviously they should be able to see that there is something wrong with their parenting tecniques, but they may be too dense to see that as well. I'm sure it must be easy to miss, what with having a daughter who slept with a dude whose last name she doesnt know, who claims to have cut herself since the 3rd grade, and both daughters who confide absolutely nothing in them at all. At least I know I stopped feeling very close to my mother a few years ago. Maybe its just that teen stage everyone goes through, and its actually me being selfish and immature and I will grow up to see what an idiot I am. But then I think that my parents are the one who have a kid who gets scholarships to some of the best colleges in the entire country, and yet they don't seem to appreciate that I actually had to WORK to get what I have. Or that my parents are the only ones in the history of the world who has ever told their kid they are "getting too into church".
So much more I could rant about... but I have the worst headache and I have to get up to do all the homework I neglected tonight. Fuck this. I wish it were like May 10th or so. This next month is going to be so stressful. Why must everything important in my life always be packed into this one month? Because every year it makes me just want to quit and die from the stress. And this year I also have to decide where to go to college. Fuckity fuck it all. :) |
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[Mar. 17th, 2006|10:16 pm] |
I have so calmed down now. I am so completely over it. Tony's death that is. Maybe because the Carlos thread at Insider is so fun, so I have been helped down from the ledge, so to speak. Spring Break has been so incredibly great and relaxing, I can't believe its almost over. I have had so much fun just doing 24 stuff all day long, with breaks to go to the gym or the golf course or hang out with the table. I am almost done with my Michelle tribute video. Now I need to think of a song for a Tony vid. I have a feeling that one won't be done until this summer, especially since Cody wants a Sydney/Vaughn one for her bday.
Just finished watching all the s4 TM scenes. Now that is great viewing. Amid a so-so season, their interaction is really the best part. I can't get enough of them, which is unfortunate considering I won't be getting more. Ever. Unless by some off chance there are bonus scenes on the DVD, which the chances of that are pretty much ZERO.
Going to go back to my bliss of no-responsibility now. Now that grades are frozen, when we go back to school, I am going to have such a bad case of senioritis its not even funny! Less than 40 school days til graduation! |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|10:13 pm] |
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Fuck 24. Fuck 24 writers. I hope they all go to hell. So you didn't have Tony die in the explosion for what, now??? A total of about 10 minutes of a revenge line?? No that is not fucking okay with me. I was bawling all night, and in the last scene I was crying because I was mad at the writers for what they did to Tony, making him go over the edge like that, and then what do they do?? I HATE Henderson HATEHIMHATHIMHATEHIM! I hate this stupid show and when I see Cody I am going to hit her for making me watch it ever. Although his death was still 1000 times better than Michelles (well, you can't stoop much lower than that) it was still awful. Jack rocking him as he died--- I am bawling just thinking of it. I hate 24. I wish it would die a slow painful death. And Barry and Kim somehow are still safe. Fucking A |
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[Mar. 10th, 2006|08:23 am] |
Final day of school before Spring Break! I am so happy! And grades will finally be frozen! And it will be the final 9 weeks of my high school career. I am actually starting to get a bit anxious about that one. Everyone says it, and you don't believe it, but High School really does fly by! And then I will have to go to college, and leave all my friends. :( I just know I am going to be bawling when I go to college. I will let my parents think its for them, which I suppose I will miss them too. But the thing I am looking forward to in college most is independance. Which I probably won't get completely because my mom will prob expect me to call every day and come home all the time. haha
Anyways, going to visit Tulane tomorrow. I'm thinking that will probably be the school I end up at. I mean a $42,000 school for only $4000 a year? Can't really beat that. And the last time I visited, I know I liked it, so I'm pretty sure a little hurricane couldn't change that opinion too much ;)
I'm a little angry at the soccer people. Okay, scratch that, a LOT angry. They finally sent me the soccer schedule last night at 11:00. So I couldn't even call refs last night, leaving me one day to do so. I mean I have enough trouble when I have a whole week and my list of refs hasn't already started making plans, and since its SB, alot will probably be out of town. Including myself, so I won't even be able to work. Not really sure how exactly they see this one working out.
But at this very instant I don't care. All my tests are finally over. I get to go to school in an hour to find out how badly I BOMBED them, lol!
SB will be so great, I just want to do nothing. And I really hope my mom doesn't want me to drive a LOT on the way to Tulane. That would be a drag, but I also don't expect her to do the full 10 hours. Although I made my dad drive the whole way back last time while I watched ER! :) But I really don't see my mom not complaining about that, my dad just kind of takes it.
Prob should start getting ready to go, so I can actually be on time for once. Or I will finish watching this show ;) ;) |
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[Mar. 8th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
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I'm starting to get that feeling. That horrid end of the year feeling. That I am just barely holding on, barely juggling all the balls I need to be juggling. I feel as if it could all crash down at any moment. And it is worse than usual because of all this senior year stuff. But seriously-- between AP tests coming up, grades about to be finalized, and missing altogether too much school.... And not to mention Relay is coming up and all my hours are due... really soon! So to destress I get on the boards, and I procrastinate, and make everything worse. Took two tests today. Not sure how I feel about either of em. Damn Physics, I understand the concepts, but that doesn't mean I can implement them. And then no matter what I do in Stats I know Hatfield will count me off so I don't know why I try. I hate teachers that hate you for being smarter than them. >:( And now I have two more tests tomorrow that I really just don't want to study for. I would rather just do nothing for the rest of forever. And I know that if I am this bad in HS, its going to be awful in college, not to mention the rest of my LIFE. Maybe I need some medecine to make me not have ADD. I honestly could care less about school. All I want to do is nothing. Its really pathetic and I don't like it. I think it may be me burning out. I have always overachieved and I think I am burning out. And I feel shitty today anyways, if it weren't for the four tests I would have to make up and the shit I would get from my teachers I would stay home. Too much damn pressure and deadlines.
AHHHH MAKE THE WORLD STOP TURNING
Im thinking about not working over Spring Break because I honestly just want to do nothing. I have a long list of nothing I want to do-- Michelle vid, Fanfic, make TP DVDs, watch TV w/ the Table. But Paula has been bugging me to come in.
And damn soccer season has started, and they are so freaking disorganized. I don't have a schedule for this weekend yet, and it is definitely Wednesday. I don't know how they expect me to find refs.
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[Feb. 26th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
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Grey's Anatomy is the best show ever.
"Baby trumps husband?? Really? Baby trumps husband? huh." --Shephard
"Did I just call him McDreamy?" --Alex
"It's too early for me to interpret girl language" (or something along those lines) --Shephard
And I love that this one is told by George. Its a good change of pace. Its not even over yet, and I like it so much I have to come on here and gush. Really an amazing show.
Okay, now its over, and I have to say, I think I am in love with George. When he fell down the stairs, all I wanted to was pick him up and give him a big hug. And now I hate Meredith. Maybe I should feel bad for her too, but I don't. Not at all. It was all just too very sad. And I am in love with George, he is my favorite.
I love Christina too, she looks like she is going to have a fun storyline next week!
I can not wait for this to come out on DVD. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2006|05:50 pm] |
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I cleaned my car, my room, and my bathroom today. I am so very pleased with myself. I never clean anything. I know it will all be a wreck by next week, but no matter. I can feel good about myself and try to ignore the nagging voice in the back of my head telling me its bad I didn't go golfing today. I have a tourny on Friday. Ron fixed my swing, but I have to think of SOO many things with each swing that its bound not to really help. Which is why I should have gone to the range and hit a hundred balls or so, to engrain the memory. Oh well, its too late now.
I have a feeling I am not getting a scholarship from Wake Forest. They said they would notify before March 1st if you are a finalist, and I am sitting here unnotified on the 25th of February. And I wrote 6 essays for them. Stupid people. That was a lot of wasted effort.
Coach is really pissing me off lately. He left a message for me the other day saying "Hey Elena, its Coach Morris, you know the GOLF COACH" I just deleted the message right then without listening to the rest. I am so sorry if I have a life outside of golf. He should be happy I haven't outright quit, I know I don't have fun playing anymore. But I do need to practice if I want to stay on varsity. It would suck to be cut my senior year, but I just have to desire to play at all. I know we would have a serious run at the state title this year if I could just get my lazy ass to the golf course. Oh well. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|07:22 pm] |
So Nicole, Resa, and Nicole came over about an hour ago to see if I was mad at them. :)
I am going to bomb my Chem test so hardcore tomorrow. Its not even funny. Two more weeks until grades are frozen. I don't know how much longer I can last! |
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